"how could you do it?..I couldn't say......years built on sand...from june until May...second to second, lied even while you held my hand".... THE BIG FIGHT...THE STARS
I never thought that I would feel the way that I have for the past week. Not with you. Doubting and disbelieving everything that is said.... Why?..I feel as though can't ask this question enough. As if in some way, I'll get another answer from you. An answer that makes sense, you know. I guess perhaps I felt to a certain degree like I was invincible with you. Like I could just be happy, and that the unhappiness that has followed me through my life, would be non-existent. Not so...not that it matters. I love you. and I don't understand how you could do it. I want to breathe it all away...try to pretend...try to believe in you.
